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Response to MySpace "My Best Friend" Post [Jan. 23rd, 2007|02:36 pm]
[mood | contemplative]

"I am curious to see who believes in God on myspace? there is no bribe of a miracle or anything like that. If you truly believe in God, then repost this bulletin and title it 'My Best Friend'. IF you don't believe in God, then just ignore this. In the bible Jesus says, 'If you deny me by man, then I will deny you before my father in Heaven.' Honestly, how long does this take? 30 seconds?"

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Although it more than likely wasn't your intention, this may come across as quite offensive to some. I don't mean to argue, just giving another perspective. Maybe it should have been re-worded, I dunno. Let me get this out of the way right away though -- I do believe in God, but what you really wanted to ask is "How many people on MySpace are Christians," otherwise you wouldn't have quoted scripture from the Bible.

Now, for a little more in-depth look into this question...

By saying "IF you don't believe in God, then just ignore this," you're basically saying that those who don't believe in God aren't worth your time...you're "above them" and could care less about what or who they believe in. Sound defensive? I'm sure, but if I could perceive this, then think about how many others out there in the world of MySpace might take it the same way. My goal by writing this is more of a contemplative one. My expressed opinions are just those...my opinions...take 'em or leave 'em, it won't hurt me any =)

I know how passionate some of us are about our religions...just as I am very passionate about my own spirituality. With that passion comes a feeling of a responsibility...for yourself and for others. Many take this as a responsibility to make others see things THEIR way. That's not what Jesus was doing though. His greatest power, in my eyes, was his ability to remove the blinders of those without faith...faith in him, faith in God (however you may see Him/Her), and faith in eachother AND ourselves. Another of his spiritually radiant abilities was the healing of many ailments -- blindness, deaf ears, demonic influence, etc. Does this mean he never healed a headache, lacerated tendons, cancer (of all types), bruises, bloody nose, etc.? No...some of these conditions would't have seemed significant enough to include in the Bible. I bet he did it though. Just like many of us are doing today. Ever heard of Reiki? No? How about acupuncture or chiropractic care? Ah, now we're hitting the mark. All of these types of healing are classified as Holistic Healing. I've channeled energy in order to heal headaches, muscle knots, bruises, anxiety/panic attacks, etc. I know people who have done the same with tendons, cancers, rotater cuffs, etc. Does that mean we're all gods/esses? Maybe..depends on what you believe. And that is the key point...what do you believe? Jesus taught his apostles to heal and walk on water...and probably many many more things. When their belief swaggered, they lost their abilities. (Who was it that started sinking in the lake? Who was it that wasn't able to raise a child from the dead?)

Jesus spoke in metaphors and parabols most often when he was trying to make a point because it was easier for the population to understand. In this day, we commonly use analogies to explain that which we understand to others who do not...and we choose an analogy that we are sure those others have an understanding of.

What does it truly mean to "...deny me by man," and what does it mean to "...deny you before my father in Heaven?" What was it that he was trying to say? Die-hard Christians would automatically say that it means you'll go to hell if you don't believe in Jesus...is that what he really said, though? And what constitutes a "belief in Jesus?" Simply believing that he existed? Or believing that he is God incarnate?

To me, both are easy...I believe he existed...and I believe he was God incarnate...but I also believe that we are ALL God incarnate. I believe that God is all of us, and all of us and everything else in the universe is God. Want an easier way to see it? Ok -- how many "faces" (or personalities) do we have? We have our work-face, our family-face, our friends-face, our party-face, etc. I believe we are all "faces" of God. Ponder THAT!!

Here's another prime example of scripture that could be interpreted in many ways-- in front of the Pharisees, Jesus was questioned regarding his loyalties and sacrilegious speakings. When asked to explain the relationship between himself and "God," he simply said, "I am." Who, then, interpreted that to mean, "I am solely the one infinite creator. My will is what created all that was, is, and ever shall be?"

I don't believe this statement needed any explanation...who could get it wrong besides those who mean to twist it into something they can use to empower themselves in front of others?

Let me pose this question -- why would Jesus say something like that and leave it to us to fill in the blanks? Why would he leave such a simple statement up to interpretation? Maybe it was so simple it wasn't meant to be interpreted...or maybe there was such a complex answer that nobody at that time would have understood. At least, if they hadn't by then, after all Jesus had done, he'd be wasting his breath by explaining in greater detail to those who had already chosen his fate anyways.

Pop quiz: Fill in the blank -- "I think, therefore _____."

That's all he was saying, minus the first three words. He simply IS (or was)...just as WE ARE. Not that we are more or less as he was, but equally as great...or have the potential to be if we would just open our minds. We, as humans, try to find some hidden meaning to everything we hear. We have doubt in our minds even when something so plain is made visible. In many ways, this is actually good; how else are we to learn if we simply accept everything at face value? It is in our nature to question...to observe...to experience all that life has to offer...to (and to quote the "Good Book," itself) "become more like Him."

In my opinion, I believe Jesus made one HUGE mistake -- He made himself a martyr instead of sticking around and continuing to teach others to open their hearts, minds, and souls and to see the world for what it truly is...and ourselves for what we truly are.

So, to make a LONG POINT short, yes...I do believe in God...maybe not as the same personification that Christians, Muslims, Jews, or other religions see him as...but as the consciousness of the beautiful and raw energy that makes up EVERYthing in the universe/multiverse/whatever you wanna call it.

Now...I'm actually curious as to how many people read this entire post and agree, or understand, or feel somewhat of a like-mind. If so, re-post this and put your name at the bottom.

I'll start =)
~Jasper
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Do ya FEEL the LOVE?!! [Dec. 26th, 2006|01:02 pm]
[mood | grateful]

Hey Everyone!! Do ya feel the love?!! I certainly do =)

**I have posted this in every blog/forum/bulletin that I'm a member of...it's such a great idea, I feel any way it can be communicated...it should!! =)


In another forum, someone had introduced this topic and it REALLY took off! It is such a great idea because we often only see and remember all of the negativity in our lives...if we hate our job, or if we're unhappy with our physique, or we had an argument with a significant other.

With the way that thought truly affects the well-being of our mind-body-spirit complex...and those around us...it is important to remember all of the things we love! Let Spirit open the channels of positive energy within us.

Tell everyone what you love about life and all it has to offer! Spread the love =)

I'll start ---

I love the fact that each and every day, there are more and more people *awakening* and understanding that compassion, gratitude, and service-to-others are the major components contributing to our transcendance.

I love the fact that more and more "paranormal" and metaphysical tv series (like Ghost Whisperer...love that show...lol) are helping to open the eyes of those who would only otherwise see our "gifts" as evil-doing.

I love it when I am able bring out a smile on the face of someone who has really had a bad day.

I love it that people often come back and express their gratitude for whichever way they've been helped -- it shows that a lot of people really are appreciative and sincere about good deeds instead of constantly expecting more.

I love being able to take every experience, no matter how positive or negative, and be happy in knowing that I've learned an important lesson and that I've grown from the experience.

I love my family, for they have accepted me for who I am and what I believe in. They've always been supportive of me in my every endeavor and I couldn't ask anymore from them =)

I love true friendship. Those who are there for you through thick and thin. Those who will balance you out if you're feeling down or, conversely, anxious. Those who will help open your mind's eye when your heart is leading you foolishly.

I love life and all its simple pleasures.

I love each and every second -- who ever thought that we're given 86400 of those precious treasures every day?!!

I have a love/hate relationship with technology; on one hand, it keeps us all easily connected; on the other hand, it reduces our reliance upon our connections to each other spiritually and energetically. When you put it on a balance scale though, the main point is that we stay connected, period...so whichever way that is, I LOVE!! =)


Blessed Holidays and Happy New Year, Everyone!!
~Jasper\Rick
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Start It All Over Again [Nov. 21st, 2006|01:32 pm]
***Start It All Over Again***

I am an Elder. I am a Guide.
I am a Healer. I am the Guardian of a Goddess.
I am but a vessel, a tool to be used and discarded.

Who is to lead a Guide?
Nobody remembers how they reached their place or path –
They now walk upon it and see new beautiful horizons.

Who is to heal a Healer?
Nobody remembers the Healer –
They are rejuvenated and ready again to take on their mission.

Who is to guard a Guardian?
Nobody remembers the shield that blocked a blow, or the sword that struck down a foe –
They still have their head, limbs, and all digits accounted for.

Compassion compels to give where Energy is needed,
Regardless of the recipient’s intent.
A Healer’s responsibilities dictate it so.

Most difficult to overcome…
Everyone needs me,
But nobody wants me.

I am called upon when everything’s
Going wrong for someone else –
Physically, emotionally, spiritually.

Who is there to fulfill my needs?
Holding just to hold.
Loving selflessly.

Withering compassion…
Giving until there’s nothing to give,
Receiving nothing in return.

Beaten, battered, broken.
No longer useful as a Guide/Healer/Guardian.
One cannot defeat what one does not comprehend.

Drained.
Take me to the Source.
Recycle what is left.

Let me begin anew.
Start it all over again.
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Fantasy Fest 2006 Pictures! [Nov. 3rd, 2006|01:13 pm]
[mood | chipper]

Here is a link to my flickr.com site where you can see a lot of the pictures taken in Key West, FL during Fantasy Fest 2006.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/56139974@N00/sets/72157594358929128/

I was part of a body-painting crew. There aren't many pics of me...I'm the guy with the neo-tribal design on my back...the red devil is the one that painted it on me. There's also another pic of me in an orange shirt and the same girl, although that night she was painted as a lizard. Cool stuff!!!

Later -- More to come about the happenings (and DRAMA) of the time spent down in Key West.

Enjoy the photos!!!
~Rick
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Great times ahead [Oct. 16th, 2006|01:35 pm]
[mood | ecstatic]

Tonight, I'm going to the Grand Opera House in Wilmington, DE to see the Drummers of Burundi...an AWESOME tribal drumming group...with a very close friend of mine that I previously mentioned. We're also going down to Key West, FL this coming weekend thru the 30th for Fantasy Fest. What an EXCELLENT time that will be! We're both going to be fully body-painted and promoting the talents of the artist by basically partying our asses off all over town and telling potential clients where we got our art done. Can you think of a better job than that?!! haha!!
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Fleeting thoughts... [Oct. 4th, 2006|02:18 pm]
[mood | contemplative]

Is love worth the passing-up of spiritual transcendence? What is it that ties us to this emotion and makes us overlook everything else important in this world or the life beyond? Is it a deep subconscious fear of what becomes of us after our deaths? Could it be that we just can't let go of things because of a fear that "this is it?"

I've been on a journey my entire life. It has been only one journey...but one that entails a multitude of waypoints. There is something that I'm seeking and I feel like I get closer to it all the time, but only by a process of elimination. I've been through many religions, relationships, professions, sports, likes that turn into dislikes, and dislikes that have grown on me and became part of who I am today.

Life is one continuous process of elimination. We're constantly testing things out: "You never know until you try!"

Trials and tribulations: I'd have to say that the one constant in my life is that I've always been disappointed in love affairs. Sometimes I try too hard. Sometimes I don't try hard enough. I've been through the matrix and can't seem to find a pattern that blends well with mine.

I am fiercely in love with a woman, and feel the same from her...yet I know that we could never be in this lifetime. We both realize this and are actually quite happy with the dynamic of our relationship as it is. However, it is human nature to always want MORE. And so I continue to search, while also knowing that I have this love with someone else...and it's so weird because we can both go on living the lifestyles that we choose and never get jealous of the other...I've never had that! Then again, I'm more inclined towards a monogamous relationship...she is not...which is why I continue to put myself out there for others to find. Whether or not that "other" would be okay with the relationship I have with this one person, I can't say...and I'm sure I'd have to make a decision at that point, but why worry about it now?! That's one thing I've always lived by...don't worry about something until it's time to deal with it. Too many people let the future rule their lives...we create our future, it doesn't create us!

I have never experienced true monogamous romance. Does it exist? Could we ever be truly satisfied with one person in our lives? Could there be just one person out there who complements us so fully that we couldn't fathom asking for "more?"

I believe there are perfect matches. Or is that a mere illusion created by a fear of commitment...giving an excuse to end a relationship? I don't think so. I believe we all deserve our perfect match and it would be a bad thing to stay with someone for the sake of settling with what you can find. Very wrong, even...by doing so, at least 4 people are affected: you, the person you're with, the perfect person you COULD be with, and the perfect person that the person you're with COULD be with...haha!! If you understand that, we're definitely on the same page and I'd love to hear from you!!
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Sometimes all we need is a hug!!!! [Sep. 27th, 2006|04:11 pm]
[Current Location |At work]
[mood | cheerful]

Sometimes all we need is a hug!!!!

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A test of the Gods? [Sep. 26th, 2006|02:09 pm]
[mood |indescribable]

A few weeks ago, I went to a Pagan event held in Wisconsin. This event occurs several times throughout the year. It was organized by a band who has an incredible dynamic of sound, spirituality, and energy. The main purpose of the event is the co-creation and the drawing-up and release of an abundance of healing energy into the universe through an all-night ritual of drum, chant, song, and dance. I drove to this event from the DC area...about a 14 hr drive. I am no stranger to long-hauls; I work over an hour away from where I live. I consider driving as my "down-time" and time to reflect on everything going on in my life.

One of the things I had considered was the fact that I've come away from almost every festival and gathering this year in a special relationship with someone. These relationships tend to be extremely intense at first...then die down. There's a reason for that -- I'm one who has been both blessed and cursed with having been born while Venus was in Scorpio. A quick run-down of what that means: I'm very intense in a romantic relationship, I "offer extraordinary passion to [my] relationships that is pretty much unmatched," (http://cafeastrology.com/articles/venusscorpiocompatibility.html), there must be a strong spiritual element between me and a romantic partner in order for sparks to fly, and if I notice a significant decrease in the intensity or if there aren't frequent changes in the dynamics of the relationship, I move on in search of something new.

Knowing all of this, I offered up my romantic love-life to the Gods and earnestly acknowledged I knew there will come a day when they'll see fit to pair me with the one person who could complement me in such a way that I would finally know a happiness like no other...and that the weekend at hand would be solely for the intended purpose of the event. I immediately felt a calming effect come over me and a clarity of mind and spirit that I hadn't in some time. I knew this was the beginning of a truly magnificent transformation in my life.

I arrived and began participating in the scheduled events. Then it happened: As if by a humorous test of the Gods, I noticed a strong connection with someone. Her and my eyes locked...I knew I was in trouble. I strengthened my focus on the weekend and refused to allow this connection to distract my intent. However, I am human and I do have weak points. I found excuses to periodically hang out with her...we were both smokers - how convenient! I wanted to explore what type of connection I felt...but only slightly so as not to impede upon her focus and intent on the weekend as well as my own.

The all-night ritual came 'round and I didn't make it until dawn. I had been up for over 48 hrs (including the drive) and simply couldn't stay up any longer. The next day, I found out she hadn't made it the entire night either...so we made a pact with each other: if one saw the other slipping away the next night, he/she wouldn't allow it. It worked...we both made it the next night. Yeah, discreet flirting was there, but I'm proud to say that neither of us allowed it to distract our attention from raising the energy needed at the event and we both felt that we had accomplished what we went to the event for.

Realizing that, we finally felt comfortable with exploring our connection fully. We spent the next couple of days with each other. The time that we had was absolutely amazing. Discovering secrets about each other came easily, as neither of us felt a need to hide anything...we were completely open and it felt very comfortable being that way. One of the most remarkable things happened: we shared a "tandem-vision," albeit on separate nights.

She saw it the first night, then I, the second. She came into the kitchen, where I and her father were chatting and watching tv. She sat on my lap, leaned back and rested upon my chest. I then put my arms around her and crossed my hands over her belly. That's when it happened...I tranced-out for a couple of seconds and had the vision. When I came-to, I said, "Whoa," and hadn't meant to say it out loud. Of course, she looked back and dragged it out of me. The vision was of the exact setting that had just occurred; the only difference being that when I put my arms around her, my hands weren't resting on her belly...they were caressing the baby inside her tummy...our baby. She dropped her jaw, then grew her big beautiful smile and told me that she had the exact same vision the night before, but hadn't told me because our "relationship" was so new and didn't want to freak me out.

We pondered on this for a while...but not too long before we started pulling up our astrological charts, compatibility analyses, etc. Everything looked so perfect...so beautiful...and I had looked up and within and was amazed at how fast the Gods had "rewarded" me for putting my love-life in their hands. There was one "kink" other than the fact that she lives so far away...she was still "technically involved" with a boyfriend who was away at war. She said that their relationship had died down over several months and that whenever they were with each other, he didn't treat her with respect or didn't even make her feel wanted...so she was "done with it." We had decided not to communicate publicly, however, until she was able to end things with him. I respected that, knowing that it was quite the moral dilemma...which was soon to be the breaking point for me.

I spent up to (and slightly past) the very last minutes I could with her before my long 11 hr drive straight to work the next day. For the next week, we had talked on the phone for hours every day...even fell asleep talking to each other. I learned a lot about her. Not only is she very beautiful on the outside, she had an inner beauty that is rarely matched. Sound cliche? I don't care...it's the truth. She's extremely close to her family and won't let anything come between them; she loves her friends with all of her heart and is pained by the slightest sadness that any of them has; she is VERY spiritual and has much to offer; she has an amazingly beautiful way of intertwining her own energy with those she cares for, bringing happiness to what might otherwise be a somber situation; she fosters hope. What more could a man ask for?

Was I greedy? The 2-3 weeks to follow were much less magickal. I felt our connection withering away. I knew that the reasoning was that she was feeling guilt and remorse for building our fantasy while not being able to close the other aspect of her life...not while he was away fighting for his country. That I can understand...and I tried to deal with it, for I had my own issues with that. I have two viewpoints behind it: 1) tell him now, even if thru email or phone; that way, he'll be able to deal with the blow by the time he comes home in about 4-5 months...plus, he'll be able to use whatever pain/aggression he'll have from the break-up against our enemies!!! 2) don't tell him until he comes home because the pain from the break-up could cloud his judgment and he could get himself killed. I was rooting for #1, she for #2. I could respect that...I truly could...but I couldn't respect myself for wanting to continue building a relationship in hiding...and I didn't want doing so to negatively impact her karma...I've seen it happen many times - and recently in a relationship between a friend and his significant-other, which didn't end with any bit of happiness.

And so...I wrote an email to her; I put a hold on our relationship until she is able to find her place of peace and get her life situated in such a way that we could truly enjoy our courtship instead of feeling like we have to hide our feelings for eachother. The only thing I wish I could change was the fact that I didn't make it a decision that we both talked about and came to an agreement upon...which I believe is what pushed her over that fine line between love and hate. Or has she been? Maybe she is just trying to deal with this in her own way. We are still very connected and I do feel her pain; she won't bring herself to talk to me though. I just wish she were able to understand how much she means to me. I wish her all of the happiness in the world - whether we end up together again or not; she deserves it all. A test of the Gods this is, indeed...
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Okay, so I've changed gears... [Sep. 22nd, 2006|12:10 pm]
[mood | contemplative]

I've learned that planning spawns procrastination, so scratch my previous post's promises of whatever journal entries I'm going to write in whichever order! I'm just going to start writing about certain epiphanies whenever they come to me.

And MAN did I just have one! Sometimes it truly amazes me...the things that come out of my own mouth...like I've always known it, but didn't realize it until I heard it, or re-read an email I sent someone.

I met with my ex-wife for the first time in over 4 years last night. No interesting story behind that except for the fact that the universe found it necessary for us to be brought back together for whatever reason (platonic, I'm sure!!). She emailed me this morning with an article she thought I would find interesting. She was right...it was very interesting...then words and wisdom just started flowing through my mind. Here's the link to the article...and my reply to her:

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2006/09/21/AR2006092101975.html

An interesting - and inspiring - article, indeed. Isn't it funny how many (if not most) people seek elsewhere for their spirituality than that which they were brought-up with? I think it is basic human nature to seek...how else would we be able to make an educated decision about what is right for us in this life? I don't believe that those who have religion forced down their throats are ever truly satisfied in knowing without a doubt that their religion is the proper path for them. This guy is an inspiration because he knew that he wasn't in the right place. He sought his freedom and found it through extensive research. His passion for spirituality found him the peace of mind (and soul) that he had been searching for.

That is not very different than what I am doing. And I'm doing this of my own accord...nobody paving a way for me or making me feel like I have to do it or lose them (please don't take that the wrong way). Yes, I've always been searching for the true religion...and have been through many different aspects of organized religions. It wasn't until recently that I learned that there isn't any one true religion...except for the one that is true for you. As I mentioned last night, we all are walking on our own different paths of life and spirituality. Yes, we may parallel another's path for a time...but no one person's path is exactly the same as another's...otherwise, they'd be the exact same person!

Here's an excerpt from the article:

"To develop 'a truly Muslim identity within the American context,' Moore said, Muslims in the United States need to combine what is best from their Islamic traditions and their American culture."

I think it could have been better explained as such: "To develop a truly spiritual identity within a universal context, we all must combine what is best from all religious traditions and all worldly cultures."

I believe that organized religion is extremely narrow-minded and forces people to wear spiritual blinders. We only see what others have perceived before us...that's how our brain works. Without someone else's imagination/dreams/visions, we wouldn't have all of the technology and wonders that we have today. For example, it took a person to step outside of what was "normal" to come up with the concept of a car. Back then, everyone thought it was a reckless, wild, and dangerous idea that would never come to fruition. Look at where we are today because he materialized his vision. His belief manifested itself...simply by thinking it could happen.

I'm going to find an article about some recent studies of how simple thought can completely change the molecular structure of water. Sound weird? Damn right it does! But when you see it, and understand it, it'll bring tears to your eyes because of how you'll realize that every single tiniest thought you have affects not only the area around you...or even the world...but the entire universe! Oddly enough...this idea is even in the Bible, which is why God and Jesus and others who have spoken on their behalf have all warned us to think purely and out of love, for only in doing that will this world (and truly, the universe) transcend into a heavenly realm of beauty and grace.
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Hello! [Sep. 14th, 2006|02:44 pm]
I was told by a good friend about this amazing site. What a great way to dump all of the mental jargon running rampant through my mind! Little by little, as time permits, I'll be posting lots of stuff that's been going on in my recent life...say, since I finally allowed myself to explore Paganism...cuz that's when it REALLY got interesting!

First-up: My first "calling"
Second: The "longing"
Third: My first ritual gathering
Fourth: My first festival
Fifth: Starwood!!
Sixth: ummmm...well, just check back every so often!!
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